BEHIND THE SILENCE OF THE DEATH - VOL.1: THE BIRTH
- 01. The escape 3:24
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02. God is a Devil
3:22
I was not an anti-god but then he left me away
I don't need and I don't want those who will blame me again
I don't care, I say fuck to these big goddamn wankers
And I won't give my soul to the dark deadly taker(I stay away from it)
And I realize now God is of use to nothing
As he's crushed, as he's down behind the shade of the king
The Devil takes over and then decides where I leave
What I do, what I feel and he forgives when I sin
Both use you, both use me, they're the same that's what I see
I don't know how to be, I listen to them, I'm sick!
And they're two but they're one, they're the same in only one
My God is a Devil and he's not sad to be down(I'm warning you to keep out)
That's God who draws my way
But Devil drives my fate
That's God who draws my way
But Devil drives my fateAnd my God! And my God!
And my God is a Devil!
And my God! And my God!
And my God is a Devil!
And my God! And my God!
And my God is a Devil!
And my God! And my God!
And my God is a Devil!(I stay away from him)
Unconscious, be cautious, no one still believes in good
Evil gets the upper hand and he looks for a little food
You, the wrong claimed believers, are such easy preys to them
You trust God and not the Devil, you don't see that they're the same
There's the good and evil inside a schizophrenia
God indeed has a dark side he uses to become bad
Behind it, both use me, use me to do profane things
Then I think God must be a sadomasochist(I stay away from him)
That's God who draws my way
But Devil drives my fate
That's God who draws my way
But Devil drives my fateAnd my God! And my God!
And my God is a Devil !
And my God! And my God!
And my God is a Devil!
And my God! And my God!
And my God is a Devil!
And my God! And my God!
And my God is a Devil!Music & lyrics by : Alyn White McHelly
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03. Dream to die
3:32
I know that I'm not living, I'm crushed under your tone
I used to step aside - so close to die
Here, such lost in the dark, forsaken by the fate,
Overwhelmed, I ask why I'm this fake
Here, lost in silence, eyes staring at the ground
Is my existence thrown in the gap?
I choke down my shame, I collapse in a breath
Then my day begins - because somewhereIn the night, I begin another life
I wanna dream to die
Because of lies - someday I'll be alone
Beyond the Other sideMy life sucks - what a lie! The effort never pays
Could I see the lights of yesterday?
When my heart is grey – it tones my feelings down
May you show me brightness and bring me rain?
Here, lost in a gloom - in the world and in myself,
I search for what I'm doomed and why I'm rejected
Forsaken by Fate, for my dream to begin
I sink in a breath - and somewhereIn the night, I begin another life
I wanna dream to die
Because of lies - someday I'll be alone
Beyond the Other side
In the night, I'm scared of the next day's lights
I want a dream to die
Because of lies - someday I'll be alone
Beyond the Other sideThere's a void in my past
I could only raise my finger
Then I put it in my eyes
Utopia, as a time to dieThere's a void in my past
I could only raise my finger
Then I put it in my eyes
Utopia, as a time to dieAnd somewhere in the night, I begin another life
I wanna dream to die
Because of lies - someday I'll be alone
Beyond the Other side
In the night, I'm scared of the next day's lights
I want a dream to die
Because of lies - someday I'll be alone
Beyond the Other sideMusic & lyrics by : Alyn White McHelly
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04. As she said
5:40
I'm walking across your world, all my lifetime
And all of you pass me by
I think that there're two worlds apart
And yours can't keep me aliveScorning glances behind me make me fade away
I have to keep my head top and move forward to save meI run away
I run awayI'm walking across your world, all my lifetime
And everything passed me by
'cause I'm your dark corners' ghost with lights on my side
And I'll tell your lies, I'll tell your secrets until IFade away
Fade awayMusic by Younes Duprey & Alyn White McHelly
Lyrics by Alyn White McHelly -
05. The darkest depths of Hell
5:04
In this place which Darkness infest :
Mirror's other side
Stricken by fear - Is all this real?
Shall I wander among these shades now?No! No! Fate is my foe!
No! Oh, Lord! No!
No! No! He's making my woe!
No! Oh, Lord!Now bear witness is my aim, crossin' violence and death
Unseen, I see the hidden sins
Here colors became blackness, tragedies left unsaid
Unbearable and murky landHolding the "S" out of my shell
Lost and plagued in the vice's bowels
Beyond all hope, I sink
Where the Devil plays in the darkest depths of HellFollowin' the unknown 'til the last breath of the soul
Chasin' Evil behind every door
Ever further I roam, ever lower I fall
Straight ahead : The long hard roadThen I won't let this slip away
Trust and come nearer
Then I won't let this fade away
So track - keep follow this trailHolding the "S" out of my shell
Lost and plagued in the vice's bowels
Beyond all hope, I sink
Where the Devil plays in the darkest depths of HellAt the lower level
The darkest depths of Hell
The Evil's land of game
The darkest depths of HellHolding the "S" out of my shell
Lost and plagued in the vice's bowels
Beyond all hope, I sink
Where the Devil plays in the darkest depths of Hell
Holding the "S" out of my shell
Lost and plagued in the vice's bowels
Beyond all hope, I sink
Where the Devil plays in the darkest depths of HellMusic & lyrics by : Alyn White McHelly
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06. Silent room
4:02
I wake up too late and it's already dark
I wake up too late with some rage in my arms
This evening is cold and I tracked down my prey
Oh, nothing more than a game I oddly wanna play
I'm not a killer but I'm just a gamer
Not really without a heart but I'm ready to hurt
I'm only disturbed, for me it's not a murder
Since I take my pleasure when I play with the girls(I talked about violence)
I have a dark cellar down in my house
A cellar where I stand my toys and my ties
I like listening to prayers when they beg me again
Then I take my pleasure when there's blood on my hands
I'm not a criminal but I have a mania
I'm not a psychopath although I live in the dark
The blood does not go out of the circle of light
And there's something obsessive – Can't you see in my eyes?(I talked about pleasure)
Follow me girls and
Come in my silent room
Kneel in the pool of blood
I'm coming for you soon
Scream! No one can hear youI am the one who decides you are safe
I am the one who controls your time's death
I am the one who wanna keep you alive
And I'm the one who will lead you to die
I'm the master and I want you to cry
I'm the master and I'll take all my time
You're going to die in a pretty blood bath
In the middle of my room, under the only light(I talked about pastime)
Follow me girls and
Come in my silent room
Kneel in the pool of blood
I'm coming for you soon
Scream! No one can hear you
(In my silent room)Come in my silent room
Kneel in the pool of blood
I'm coming for you soon
Scream! No one can hear you
Follow me girls and
Come in my silent room
Kneel in the pool of blood
I'm coming for you soon
Scream! No one can hear you
Here you are welcome in my silent room
Then, kneel in the pool of blood
I'm coming for you soon
Scream! No one can hear youIn my silent room
Music & lyrics by : Alyn White McHelly
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07. Shh! Be quiet or die
2:57
Somebody walks alone
Following the road tonight
But here we walk evermore
Shh! Be quiet or dieListen to your heart - tonight
Listen to your heart
Open the reason's door
Listen to your heart - tonight
Listen to your heart
Shh! Be quiet or dieSomebody walks alone
Following the road tonight
But here we walk evermore
Shh! Be quiet or dieListen to your heart - tonight
Listen to your heart
Open the reason's door
Listen to your heart - tonight
Listen to your heart
Shh! Be quiet or dieListen to your heart - tonight
Listen to your heart
Open the reason's door
Listen to your heart - tonight
Listen to your heart
Shh! Be quiet or die!
Listen to your heart - tonight
Listen to your heart
Open the reason's door
Listen to your heart - tonight
Listen to your heart
Shh! Be quiet or dieMusic & lyrics by : Alyn White McHelly
- 08. Oblivion's whines 2:42
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09. Song of a Bloody Puppet
4:14
(… thus, I'm scared to harm you)
It feels like I'm a puppet
Bleeding under my skin
Hutterfully sweating pain
Drained through a needle tear
I started roaming years ago
From an era left unknown
I wished to die and burn away
I've got nothing to say butGod is a devil
Who used me to spread
On earth his evil
I'd rather flee from this curseIt feels like I'm in a cage
Made with despair
Drowned among the sobs of pain
The needed key is a change
Close to panic, overwhelmed
Needles in the back
Getting these things off my chest
Drive me volatileGod is a devil
Who used me to spread
On earth his evil
Thus, I'd better die
I'm sad to have defiled your hearts
Did I deserve all this curse?
Something's deciding for me
Humbly here but God's above meI feel like a fugitive
Who shun your company
An unholy and wicked yoke
Then I have to go
Somewhere, where nobody went
To wander for many years
Waiting for my end
Waiting for my endMusic & lyrics by : Alyn White McHelly
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10. Sisters of blood
5:02
I lived the rip of my soul,
Inner self's implosion.
I don't feel alone anymore
Alone, inside of me
I spent my past in a box
And went out only to kill
I was the God's Puppet, now
I cut my wires but still not freeBut there's something inside me that still haunts me
Yes, there's something inside me that still haunts meI met this bitch, this witch
In my obscurity's home
If you cast me aside now
Know that it's all her fault
And all these aches and all this hate
Which I repress inside me
Lead me to create
Another part of me who schemesThere's this thing inside me that still haunts me
May I slay the one who's pulling my wires?We are both the same
We are just one divided into two
Another part of me who schemes
Schizophrenia, sisters of blood(Schizophrenia, sisters of blood)
Without heart and without free will
There's something that still haunts me
Another soul in my body
Another driver when I'm asleep
I thought I lost the way I used to be
I'm the evil to my ashes
I acquired two personalities
I'm the evil to my ashesWe are both the same
We are just one divided into two
Another part of me who schemes
Schizophrenia, sisters of blood
We are both the same
We are just one divided into two
Another part of me who schemes
Schizophrenia, sisters of bloodI won't kill anymore, I won't hurt anymore
(I cut my wires, please set me free)
I won't kill anymore, I won't hurt anymore
(Don't be afraid, I'll do it for you)
I won't kill anymore, I won't hurt anymore
(I cut my wires, please set me free)
I won't kill anymore, I won't hurt anymore
(Don't be afraid, I'll do it for you)I acquired a double personality
May I slay the one who's pulling my wires?We are both the same
We are just one divided into two
Another part of me who schemes
Schizophrenia, sisters of blood
We are both the same
We are just one divided into two
Another part of me who schemes
Schizophrenia, sisters of bloodBut there's something inside me that still haunts me
Yes, some things do not belong to meMusic & lyrics by : Alyn White McHelly
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11. Despair ends in the ashes (dawn)
5:48
Here I'm so cold in the darkness of the night
I shiver with fear because the death will be mine
She'll toll the bell knell – well, I'll understand
As a word to the wise, I need to turn a blind eye
Midnight rings and my neck be stiffened
I feel my blood, in my veins becomes iced
I see this night makes me so closed to die
And I beg the death not to take me in her armsAnd after the dawn, you are dead
There's still only silence in my head
But all is dark, all is dust
The steam was fear in all of usBut I'm so cold since I can't feel you there
You created this void that reminds me that you were
And I cry to join you in the middle of the night
With nothing to lose, I'm so deprived of life
3:00 am, I don't feel anything but cold
I do not know when my eyes will be closed
Death buried your life and she wants mine tonight
And I think that this silence is full of shouts as "die!"And after the dawn, you are dead
There's still only silence in my head
But all is dark, all is dust
The steam was fear in all of usI'm so afraid of these shades standing there
I didn't sleep yet and it is 6 am
The morning comes but I shall not wake up
I went out of this box that's your world to see the sunOh yeah I swear that I've tried to find you
I sought again and came across what I'm doomed :
Hold out a hand to this guide called "the Death"
For sure, I'm not able to turn this page
After the end, there are still two different doors
How could I know which one hides your shadow?
I'd like to run away and feel free soon
But I dread I cannot be a child like youAnd after the dawn, you are dead
There's still only silence in my head
But all is dark, all is dust
The steam was fear in all of usMusic & lyrics by : Alyn White McHelly
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12. Praise her death
4:27
Outdoor in the night
Flickering lights
Can bodies slowly appear?
I'm prayin' for your might,
Please use your spell, I
Must repent of all that I didViolence must be seen
With noise in the world's ears
Bring light to the caveAs she said, as she wanted
I'm prayin' you, Lord, this is my request
As she said, as she wanted
Tell all her words and praise her deathI should give my own life
To make the world see the lights
The lights broadcasted by this book
A lonely girl's last will
The hidden stories
Those written with innocents' bloodViolence must be seen
With noise in the world's ears
Bring light to the caveAs she said, as she wanted
I'm prayin' you, Lord, this is my request
As she said, as she wanted
Tell all her words and praise her deathPraise her death!
Praise her death!
Praise her death!Music & lyrics by : Morghhur, Alyn White McHelly
- 13. Behind the silence of the death 16:12
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14. Child of the shadow
5:34
I saw in the bright light something dark
That appeared to me in a noisy sigh
It kept moving toward me but I wasn't scared
It was so strange but it made me, made me feel saneSomething like a shadow that made me sane
The shade comes to tell me all of her own tales
That she's the child of the darkness and the death bells
Fed of despair in her obscurity's home
This child of the shadow is still now completely unknownLiving in a world where no one comes
And this child of the shadow
Isn't just misunderstood
Contained inside his shell
Make it real before he fadesI could find him thanks to my past
Stained of a memoryless grey area
I'm the chosen one and I have to
Introduce him to you and explain to you
That he's just like youWhy always judge on differences?
Reduce to nothingness our existences
Why always judge on differences?
Narrow-minded, your shame increaseAnd this child of the shadow
Isn't just misunderstood
Contained inside his shell.
Make it real before he fadesMusic & lyrics by : Alyn White McHelly






